I’ve been reading my first book to the boyfriend to remind myself of it (since it’s been eight or nine years since I wrote it… Yes, I’m really slow about doing anything with it, I know!).. and I have to admit that I’m quite appalled. It’s really not as good as I remembered it as being. To the point of me almost wanting to scrap the whole thing and start from scratch.
I feel like the second book is better, and I’m wondering if perhaps I should change things around/re-write some things.. To make it the first. That would give me some more time to re-write the first as well.
I don’t know. Maybe it’s a crisis of faith. I just don’t feel like it’s as good as the other one, and if the first one doesn’t make people interested… Then I don’t see why they would ever try any of the other books, you know?
At this point, I really don’t know what to do. Too many decisions! *head explodes*