I want to write and keep updating, and I think of things that I want to write about, but then it just never happens. Some things I guess I feel I can’t write about, others I just don’t know how.
Feeling rather down and defeated at the moment somehow. More tired than usual (if that’s possible). I’m back to struggling to get out of bed, no matter how much (or little) I sleep. I try different amounts of sleep to see if I can find the “right” amount, but there doesn’t seem to be one.
I wanted to do NaNo this year, even signed up for it. But in the end the energy and inspiration isn’t there. I realised I don’t have a story with enough of a plot yet to be written. Except for the one I started on before I hit that proverbial wall a few years back, and you’re not supposed to write on something you already started (partly because you’ll care too much about it to just keep writing “bad”). Nothing else I have has enough for me to be able to write it.
Maybe next year.
I’m considering my own little challenge of writing something every day (on the blog) for one month instead. Even if just a few sentences. I’ll probably fail, I’ve tried this before and just ended up with nothing to write. But I might try again, just have to decide if it should start on the first of a month (like 1 Dec – 31 Dec) or just start any random day and continue for a month.
In other (more positive) news, He is probably coming to visit in 4-5 weeks if things to as planned. I really look forward to it, because I miss him. We still talk on Skype more or less every evening, but it’s obviously not the same as having someone physically present.
Now I had better get some house cleaning done, my little brother is even here to give me a hand.