I think we all have them every now and then, and there’s never any real explanation to why. It’s just one of those days. Today I’ve had one, a day where I’ve just felt like crap, had a headache and just been generally crabby and annoyed.
I get annoyed about little things, I don’t feel like doing anything and so on and so forth. I hate having one of those days. Makes me feel even worse, which is ironic I guess.
Probably doesn’t help that I’m feeling really down about how I look lately. It’s been an issue for a long time, but I’m starting to really feel horrible about it. In the end, how can I ever expect anyone to like me when I don’t even like myself?
I think part of the reason I feel bad is because of this new diet I’m trying. For some reason the food makes me feel sick and I don’t really want to eat it. So I can’t quite decide if I want to keep trying or find another way. I definitely need to lose weight, and this is a good way to do it – I just don’t know if it would be better to find another way (that may very well be a bit slower) that doesn’t make me feel sick. I guess I’ll have to try for a while longer and then decide.
I hope everyone else had a good weekend. Mine’s been fine but nothing special. I feel like I should have done more, but it was really one of those weekends when you don’t really feel like anything. I need to try and have a good weekend soon with watching some movies or something. Maybe go to the cinema, or out to dinner. Just something other than being home for a change.